precious is the flow of...

precious is the flow.... a line from a very popular hymn "Nothing But the Blood," yes but when I thought about it, it really can be applied to much more!

precious is the flow of: words, thoughts, ideas, water, music, sound, light, [insert word here].

I think that it is really cool that this title can be applied to so many things! Flexibility like this is important to me and mainly because I'm so indecisive!! I know it is a bit frustrating to those who know me well but it's frustrating to me too!

Like starting this blog for example. I probably have made twelve pro/con lists in my head before actually doing it. I'm such a huge internal processor- I think and re-think about EVERYTHING. Especially decisions. And for some reason I made this one more complicated than it had to be. I truly believe that my decision making skills are less than favorable because I have a huge "fear of man" issue. Sometimes I can care way too much about what people think about me. And not to say that I shouldn't give a crap at all but often it's hard for me to find a balance. I truly love, care and empathize with people deeply but sometimes that manifests itself into BIG time people pleasing. Now that I am an adult I feel like it is time to find this... balance.

And thus this blog! "Just do something!" my mom says, such wise words. Even after talking to her about this throughout the past week, she still lovingly encourages me. (not always without frustration, haha.) God bless her!

So we will see how long this will last. Hopefully for a while- writing has always been a hobby of mine! (Reminder: writing is the hobby, not grammar - for all of you who already have the fifteen grammatical errors I've made mentally pointed out.) I truly hope that you enjoy reading some of my thoughts! :)